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love is in de air

2008-01-20T05:59:00.000-08:00

i add pei hua in msn ~! and she talked to me ^^ i am so touched.. yesterday. i kept finding all her profile till 3am ++ it is worthwhile! i gonna pray for her soon ,.. if only i express my love sooner.

sorry

2008-01-19T08:28:00.000-08:00

the time now is 12.30am. pei hua i saw you today. and i think u saw me too. i'm sorry pei hua .. so sorry

it all started since.. 2006 ..april.. this whole thing was being started by me. i'm sorry, u too abigail. i have been trying to forget u guys but i can't i feel guilty, pei hua, up to this day, i didn't why u leave me.. or should i say ... we didn't even started? but... why out of a sudden u left me all by myself.? i have been asking myself wad have i done wrong? maybe it was bcoz i was too ugly for u? i am sorry... i cant forget about you, and the song u sent me.. "listen to your heart". through msn .. u siad that the song was one of ur most favorited song.. i am very sorry.. i hope u can forgive me for bring u a nightmare to part of ur life. i swear to god i will not date anyone when i ain't ready, and pei hua i would like to dedicated evry 12.30am of my life to pray for u, if you do nid help , feel free to call me..98412878, to others this post might be some crap i often write but i hope you won't get to see this post, i am letting out my true feelings now.. if anyone of u guys get to know or see pei hua, pls help me to tell her that someone is caring for her forever.

2008-01-19T06:50:00.000-08:00

woots. i tore my pants today. woo. woohoo. woo hoo hoo. haiyo. cannnot act hip ler.. if i wear my wushu pants this low again, its gonna tear. haiz.

2008-01-18T08:56:00.000-08:00

i cant stand this animore... why,am i the one to be a loner/goner. should i just kill myself and make the world happier? i can't stand it animore... no girls.. WTH.....I WAN MY FWENS BACK....I WAN P6 BACK...!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

saddening memories

2008-01-18T08:45:00.000-08:00

dabian... why do u treat me liddat?? haiz.. i feel very sad. pei hua...... why?? why did i did this to u? WHY?? WHY?? cant i forget u???did u noe....flip through my wallet. and a neoprint drop out. i was u.. x-men III thelaststand... sorry...

happy day

2008-01-02T01:25:00.000-08:00

YO, loves u mei,, lovess u da bian! i today ish de dam de happy de lor~~!is like today is so de cool de lor~~! and hor.. i am being voted as Vice Chairman worrs~~! lol and hor my hair so long until teacher cut for me WOrrs this is just soo COoL Worrss i nvr do my homework also nvr scold worrss~~!lol signing off~~! oh ya.. when i wan buying my pants de time... i saw eugenia HOHOHO merry christmas... jk.. and i cant recognise her until i had a close up on her face. ^^ signing off once again~!! KONG KAR KIAU~~! wooo~~~

2007-11-08T07:19:00.000-08:00

wow today i went to hwa chong institute for a b-boy thingy. quite cool. but hwa chong freaking big.soo gay. lol then i rubbishtically did sypho. then hui min kept luaghing cause i anihow do de.XD so gay . i wan a GF!!!!!!!

my MEI (ChunYee) has become a super chiobu~~!!`

2007-09-05T09:13:00.001-07:00

MY MEI CHUNYEE BCOME SUPER CHIOBU~!!!

2007-08-26T07:14:00.002-07:00

i wan to die ler.XD i go my fwen grandma house den i wan die ler. then two ppl sms me that they hate me

hais.

2007-08-26T07:14:00.001-07:00

2007-08-24T05:26:00.001-07:00

whoo hoo i just broke up man~! and i am the emcee for teacher's day~!

woohoo.

2007-08-24T05:25:00.001-07:00

found from my acts.

2007-08-08T07:53:00.000-07:00

cool.
i found out that gurls like boys. ALot. so sad.
the gurl i like has a guy she loves.
haizz.
these things are to common. but they will stick with them. so sad. i noe i am ugly. but dun i deserve a chance to feel good in my life? i am sick of ppl saying wad they emo or wad. its like. emo kids live on their emotions. so wierd. i am forced to live. haiizs.. die ..if i die..
only 3 ppl (not including relative)will cry for me. that is. my mei Alexis my jie Eileen and my Best fwen Sonam. _l_ (o.O)_l_ whye i so poor thing? sian. ppl like eugenia. if she die. u can see desheng flying out of his window.

what is wrong with her?

2007-07-10T06:25:00.000-07:00

i want to change school. she dont agree, she say i want change school BECAUSE OF THE FUCKING GIRLS IN THE SCHOOL! WHICH IS NOT TRUE!for heavens sake lah. my school 9am start mon i usaully reach home and 7pm-8pm on tuesday end at 3.30pm on wed end 7pm-8pm on thursday i end at abt 6pm on friday 7pm-8pm. on saturday i morning 8.30-10.30am got taekwondo 10.30am to 2pm got band ,4pm-7pm got tuition ,7pm to a.30pm got wushu. sunday i got tuition from 2.45pm to 4.15pm. so do u still think i am lazy? call me lazy .... call some more loh i freaking timetable very easy isit?? exchange with me lor!

What is a real true friend?and what is life?

2007-07-09T06:35:00.000-07:00

seriously . life's a bitch. i hate slut. i hate boot lickers. i have miss my primary school friends. but. only until now then i realise what is a true and loyal friend. only when i reach secondary school then i realise wad a true friend is .. none of my friend in my old school is a true friend accept sonam. he has always been there helping me. out. even like desheng. after we left school, he nvr phoned me .. not even once. my secondary life sucks. i am currently struggling in school. in academy wise i am alright. but in psychology wise. i am loosing myself badly. i dont know why i hate flirt so much in school.? why did i do that? i am a desperate guy? most of the ppl will agree. but what i wan isnt somthing that is dirty wad i wan is just to have a person that can depent on me. ppl always think that i nid a girlfriend bcoz i wan to kiss her show off to my fwens and do wad ever they are doing it now. but NO. wth. i am very the sad now. now i seriously am finding somebody to speak with. like my god sis eileen. she is always there for me to hear wad i have to say even if it was some kind of rubbish. ppl change when they reach secondary school. that is true. the ppl i see having big changes is..sharlene tan ying jie .. angel loy li xuan.. vanessa chee. i cant stand it. why do ppl wan to join gang.? why? WHY? don't u all GET it??? ok lets take a look .if u are a gangster and u are in a secondary school. lots of ppl will respect u. they wont dare to say things about u. they will always listen to ur demands. u are cool. u are great , u are being feared. ppl might think.. THAT IS SOO GOOD!. but. if u are a gangster in your 30s do u think that u are cool? do u lead a easy life?? Do u noe that u nid at least a N level cert to even get a Decent JOb??how do u support yr family?? can u all please think before u do?? ok. gangster smokes. ciggerettes are deadly. they are just like knives piercing into yr lungs, each time u smoke, 3mins of yr life is gone. u may want to quit but u cant bcos it is very addictive. but u should at least try to quit. and i hear ppl saying that 3mins only wad. no big deal sias. die then die lor. aniway, ppl still nid to die one wad. this is true.i agree to it. but. it is not about u dying. it is about the other generation. not yours. dont be selfish can ? pls lar, do u noe that the cigar or cigerette u smoke have a filter paper. but the smoke u release does not have a filter? and the ppl beside u will die faster then u... so do u still think this is cool? ok, lets stop here for gangster. time for bookworms. bookworms always get bullied in school. ok. bear with it. it is just for a few more years. just bear with it for the moment. no girls may like u but u still have to carry on ..dont worry as yr life is going to get a freaking change when u are in yr twentys. yours dreams will come true. all the things u wan will come true just wait and see....

The Return

2007-04-19T07:14:00.000-07:00

Recovering From Astray.. changes to me
1.friendly
2.talk abit lesser than last time.
3.start to obey girls order.
4.start to jio peeps.

Returning From Astray

2007-02-16T17:30:00.000-08:00

Haha..you all don't have to worry ler. I not going astray ler.Bocz...hehe....lets say that my undying joke has return to me HAHAHA..i so HAPPY~~

Believe Me I will do IT

2007-02-14T05:31:00.001-08:00

Road to Astray Begins.Changes towards me ..
1.Silent
2.cold blooded
3.not happy u die.
4.get angry easily
5.no more jokes
6.dare to beat girls
7.seeks for revenge.

A Love EncOunTer~<3

2007-02-05T00:35:00.000-08:00

it was one really really really really really really very fine day...i had just completed my my louis tuition at serangoon central with my friend named Sonam...i ate bee hoon....it was nice..we were eating together until.......sonam suddenly popped up with a question..asking..'do you want to go to my grandma house?'as i agreed..i went to his grandma's house which was at yishun. We had fun times...until suddenly...a great beauty went in the room where i and sonam was...she is 11 this year..hehe...very pretty indeed.She made my heart go BaBUMP! BaBUMP! Soon after that,we when to play basketball...we met a few gangsters and we challeged them to a match..of course we lose lah..but when the opponent suddenly threw an air ball, she sprint to get the ball that was rolling..'PAT!' a loud sound thundered. She fell down....her leg was bleeding.her couz quickly brought her to the bench..and they ordered me to rush back to get some tissues and a bottle of water to clean her wound..i wan stunned of wad had happened.. i quickly sprint back to the grandma's house. I took a roll of toilet paper and a bottle of tap water.I sprinted back and i treated her wound..tears of pain fell down her cheek as she was bearing with the pain..she had also sprained her wrist..causing a lump to occur..he father came and help her back to the grandma's house..and she was resting..as her sister brought the 'tang yuan' which wad a chinese so called flour ball..it was plain 'tang yuan' with some rock sugar..while she was eating the 'tang yuan',i stared at her pretty,cute,intelligent,childish face. ahh~~ i sigh.. how good if she were to be my gf, i could look after for her..by the way..her sister, very funny..keep calling me boyfriend-material. And of course,never take things for granted.Disater struck the next moment..i drew a sketch of spongebob...and u know what she siad to me? the proclaim:'luaghs out louds. I like the guy in school also likes spongebob.'....my heart was being broken into a thousand pieces..but nvm..she is a sweet girl. i dont deserved to be with her anyway...